Some Illusions Before Dawn

Van Gogh's Field of crows

Van Gogh’s Wheatfield With Crows. 1890

 

 

Forty Illusions Before Midnight

 

Birds never fly away
    Fish never swim away
        The sun never sets
 
We are idiots of ego

The only rev­o­lu­tions
That mat­ter are the vio­lent ones
The ones that force us to cast off

Me mine me mine

The only rev­o­lu­tions that mat­ter
    Are those that reveal
        All is relative

All is con­tin­gent and evanes­cent
Like the leaf that falls because

    She says so

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The Young Change Titanically

Riffing off my pre­vi­ous essay, with its slightly tongue-​​​​in-​​​​cheek usage of the word schizoid, I thought I’d take a quick look at major changes within bands them­selves dur­ing the 60s. Two come to mind easily:

The Moody Blues and the Beatles.

Listen to the Moody Blues’ first hit from 1964, Go Now. It doesn’t set trends. It fol­lows them. It’s well within the para­me­ters of the British Pop Invasion, with its echo of American Pop R&B and Blues. Yes, it has a Mersey beat twist. But it in no way pre­pares us for what would follow.

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Just three years later the Moody Blues, with a few changes to their orig­i­nal lineup (los­ing Denny Laine, pick­ing up Justin Hayward), would embark on a musi­cal Odyssey that only the Beatles had come close to attempt­ing. In 1967, when they made their album, Days of Future Past, the world got a chance to hear what full orches­tras could do when they backed up Rock bands sud­denly immersed in psychedelia.…

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Hot, Warm and Cool

Casting Mind back on the day. Back into the deep, dark past of youth­ful folly, delu­sion and spon­ta­neous com­bus­tion. Back to a time when we just didn’t care, or we cared far too much. When every­thing was brand spank­ing new and we drank and drank our­selves into unearned nos­tal­gia or oblivion.

Driving was every­thing. Driving was our escape and revenge, our home, some­thing we con­trolled out­side the law of adults. Their law wasn’t our law when we drove and par­tied and lis­tened to Led Zeppelin, The Doors, Bruce Springsteen and the Beach Boys  —  what today some call Classic Rock. It wasn’t clas­sic back then. It was just the music of our generation.

We had seen “American Graffiti” and we cruised the streets look­ing for our own ver­sion of West Coast Car Culture, know­ing we’d never find it. Knowing that our towns, bleed­ing into other towns, oper­ated under dif­fer­ent rules, three thou­sand miles away from the Valley.…

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2012 Zen

Ishizuri

Ishizuri Jakucho. 1770

 

Have decided to take the plunge. Jump in. No longer just an observer. I will prac­tice. I will breathe zazen. I will con­tain all oppo­sites and not look back. Will do Mu and find empti­ness in all forms and form in all empti­ness. Will do what is nec­es­sary to eliminate I.

The wheel. The great karmic wheel. How to get off it. Why wait? Why wait a thou­sand life­times? Why not now? Total imme­di­acy, total nat­u­ral­ness, com­plete such-​​​​ness. Now. Within this one life­time, which is all that there is, the noth­ing and the every­thing, the nowhere and the every­where, the cen­ter and the cir­cum­fer­ence, I will get off the wheel. Why wait? Why post­pone it? There is only now. There is only here, now.

It’s not just about one. It’s two and three as well. One and none. One and infin­ity. How to hold the con­cept of noth­ing and every­thing in the mind, chew on it, taste it, and smell it like steaks on the grill.…

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The Pressure of Love: Jessica McFadden

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 The Pressure of Love

Electrode laden, head bound
with elas­tic and née­dles    of gel; a moment
of secu­rity and peace— machines
run­ning warm, energy’s lulling
sound, flu­o­res­cent
light and flu­o­res­cent walls: a lover
in a lab coat clears
her throat
and fid­gets with cords.
A lover’s soles
scoff
against linoleum, the laden brain
excites the coated lover
whose fore­play
is an intri­cate set­ting
up of con­nec­tions, plug­ging
the brain up
to machines
after rub­bing skins: some call the act
of abra­sion the begin­ning
of a sacred conception.

                                     Both the heat­ing
and the cool­ing
of body and brain, lover and machine
fall into a space
between
plea­sure
and pain. The child
of con­nec­tiv­ity appears      on a plot
of wave
forms that turn
the lover into a par­ent
of inter­pre­ta­tion
   long after
the brain detaches     from the clamps
of its lover. The pres­sure
that allows the brain’s sus­pen­sion
of itself, if left
for too long (the pres­sure of love,
if not released,
at times) becomes
an unbear­able numbness.…

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New Poetry by Felino Soriano

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Untangled

 

eyes ensem­ble             tru­ant disbelief

bur­geoned cultural

 

            denounce         cultivated

 

                        fath­oms amid fulcrum of

asymmetry’s desirous

 

imbal­ance

 

uneven dis­tri­b­u­tion of unrav­el­ing sadness

            these lis­ten­ers              com­bin­ing                   ecu­meni­cal (gra­da­tions of such interest)

 

meth­ods of atten­tive multifunction

 

Fragments

 

sway

            of

twirl

            of

seden­tary

                        oscillation the

                                                            watch­ers becom­ing a lis­ten­ing emblem, interpreting

howl of hol­low contours

com­bin­ing enigma                   ven­ti­lat­ing enun­ci­at­ing hanker among

solid verac­ity this

 

vacant sum­mary out(cast)side

 

wan­der­ers of dili­gent proclamation

 

 

– by Felino Soriano

 

 Copyright© 2012, by Felino Soriano. All Rights. Reserved.

 

 

Felino A. Soriano is a case man­ager and advo­cate for adults with devel­op­men­tal and phys­i­cal dis­abil­i­ties.  Recent poetry col­lec­tions include Intentions of Aligned Demarcations (Desperanto, 2011), Pathos etched, recalled: (white sky books, 2011), and Divaricated, Spatial Aggregates (limit cycle press, 2011).  He edits and pub­lishes the online jour­nal, Counterexample Poetics.  For infor­ma­tion regard­ing his pub­lished works, edi­tor­ships, and inter­views, please visit: www.felinoasoriano.info.…

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Between the Notes

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Bang on the Chasm

 

by Robert Mueller

 

 

I am won­der­ing about new jazz and new art music, and sep­a­rat­ing them entirely for the con­ve­nience of enter­tain­ing these thoughts. I am think­ing about con­sort­ing with a dif­fer­ence even though what I have to say about one has to be true of the other (again assum­ing for the pur­pose that they are sep­a­rate). Specifically as a mat­ter of degree I want to dis­tin­guish new jazz as a liv­ing pro­duc­tion that arrives cur­rently, spon­ta­neously in the club or spon­ta­neously also at a jam ses­sion or record­ing ses­sion, from the same sce­nario for new art music, which comes to us as a prod­uct, or object, that, when it arrives, may arrive in a pub­lic per­for­mance, but not cur­rently. Rather, there is a delay, for reflec­tion to take place, and even if it were to take place in the few moments after the per­for­mance has ended (that is, right then and there), it nev­er­the­less arrives in the mode of delay.

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New Poetry Review, by Robert Mueller

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Review of
Alan Gilbert, Late in the Antenna Fields

 

by Robert Mueller

 


The writ­ing in Alan Gilbert’s vol­ume of poetry, Late in the Antenna Fields (Futurepoem Books, 2011), feasts on sar­casm and dispir­ited bit­ter­ness, not to men­tion a cer­tain snag­ging anomie.  Putting it bet­ter or worse, the reader might think to assim­i­late it to some kind of art adhe­sion.  One is led, or prof­ited, to hear, and to sense and to pick at, a gen­eral vaguely petu­lant and vaguely dis­in­ter­ested and yet per­sis­tent pat­ter of ambi­ent pet­ri­fied dis­plea­sure.  There is thus less of a dan­ger than a fore­gone cap­ta­tion in this approach, inher­ently.  So far so good if it sticks; so far so good so long as it edu­cates even, guides, charts and win­nows.  But when notes of whin­ing and grip­ing swirl in, as they some­times do, the reader may well wish to give pause.…

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